I was looking up the meaning of the word integrity today. “What is integrity? Integrity means being honest and having strong moral principles. A person with integrity behaves ethically and does the right thing, even behind closed doors.” I know I have strong integrity as a person but the ‘honesty’ part is difficult sometimes. It’s not that I’m dishonest but only that I have to keep my opinions to myself sometimes when I know the other person is adamantly opposed to my point of view. The morality is not a question.
I live with my older son and his wife and their 4 year old (soon to be 5) son. They’ve both had the multiple vaccines and had their son get one too. During this holiday season, my daughter-in-law’s father came to visit for about 12 days. Luckily he stays in a hotel while visiting. He had the vaccines as well. They all buy into the MSM propaganda and all hate Trump.
I love being with my young grandson. Children are precious. I love my son dearly and often think back to when he was a young child. Today is his birthday so I celebrate him even more. I realize I am living here for a good reason. I guess I would go through hell with him if he needed me to and this living arrangement is somewhat like that.
I spend much of my time in silence. I focus on love and peace and unity. I see that these present 3 adults have a long way to go to contribute in this. Integrity, in this situation, has to do with honouring my own perspective on reality, yet honouring theirs as well. I can’t see a direct argument about our differences in this going into anything other than a stiff conflict that would go nowhere. So to the extent that I keep my opinions to myself, I am not being ‘honest’ though I would like to be up front with it all.
As I look forward to this next year, I hope public disclosure will come sooner than later since this seems the only way that this rift can be unified. I focus on love and peace, I recognize that so many people here in Canada are heavily programmed by the propaganda machine. Life is so much more glorious and meaningful than they can imagine. I see their fear but when I try to show optimism and encouragement, the fear turns to anger. I do try to let them speak as much as they want and I do listen to what they have to say in spite of not agreeing with much of any of it.
Luckily I have some lightworker friends who I see every couple of months. They are wonderful and share most of my perspective. I also connect telepathically with many awakened people in the world who are also plodding through the same issues and welcome a change into a new reality on this earth at a higher vibrational level. We are very much “spiritual beings having a human experience”.
Within my heart I hear and feel the love and wisdom of the Creator and my higher self. This helps to keep me centred and honest with myself.
Love to all!
Pat