A couple of things are on my mind today. I’ve read some things about how some of the UFO field people and some spiritual leaders are acting out a role given them by the dark ones to advance their agenda. There seem to be some divides in the community. Hmm. Someone said recently that the only one who needs to be awakened in your world is you. It’s rather interesting to ponder that.
A second issue I’ve been thinking about is the role of humility and what that is. Being humble doesn’t equate with naivety. It also doesn’t mean you’re a ‘follower’. We have such competition and hierarchy in this 3d world. We have so much duality – the control freaks and the sheep; those with invested egos and those who apologize for taking up space.
I think you become truly humble as you develop wisdom. If I think back – during the first part of your life you want to gain your own knowledge and mastery in whatever life you’re setting up for yourself. You probably have heroes and role models who you admire. Then you go through a phase when you want to be seen as an authority or an experienced person. You’ve had a few people knocked off their pedestals and you’ve given up a lot of your old ideas that never seemed to serve you or anyone else. But then you reach an age when being an authority or trying to prove yourself just doesn’t matter anymore. You realize that everyone matters and when you show yourself as ‘better’ (whatever that means for you). it means someone else feels ‘less than’. Instead of getting admiration, you somehow disempower others. You don’t want to give your opinion or advice so much but would rather they share their own thoughts and ideas with you. I think it was Matt Kahn who pointed out that students seek blessings but masters go around blessing everyone else. It sort of fits here too.
Sometimes I feel insecure about not really worshipping anyone or seeing anyone else as an authority over me. I worry that could be an ‘ego thing’. But it’s not. It’s not about maintaining power or superiority. Everyone I run into is a teacher for me, whether they intend to be or not. But I am the one who discerns what I believe or not and what I find to be valuable learning. I don’t have to ‘prove myself’ to anyone. What I go through in my own self is a very personal and unique experience. Everyone else has their own experience.
In my humbleness, I can’t profess to know what is best for others. They all have a ‘higher self’ that they are guided by. I am the best authority on me and they are the best authority on them. I’m glad to help when needed or guided to do so. Otherwise I just try to focus on the positive in everyone and everything.
I send you blessings and hope you find the joy and happiness you seek.
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