Deprogramming for Spiritual Freedom

Deprogramming for Spiritual Freedom
What I’ve learned, in spite of what I was taught.
Life in the Matrix
Life is not what we were taught it was all about. We have learned that success comes with learning to play the game the powers that be set up. Being successful means that you are ‘smart enough’ and likable enough to the right people (kiss their behinds) and you follow their plot rather than question its merit.
I speak more from a life experience within a ‘developed’ country and I sometimes wonder if life would have been more wholesome in a more under-developed country. Our media certainly tries to discredit such a thought. They tell us that lesser developed countries suffer with on-going civil conflict, poverty and starvation. So the powers that be set up a ‘civilized’ society and called us the ‘privileged’.
There has been an on-going entourage of empires for thousands of years. Of course, who knows what our true history has been since our history lessons have been quite contrived to support the controllers’ narrative. When I was in university, I suddenly realized that ‘history’ was a story about people over time. The history lessons I had been given up until then just seemed to be about war and the conflicts between and spread of empires – a lot of fairly useless memory work to do well in those courses, with very little ‘learning’. I’m glad that my children had more interesting history teachers in school.
So, there’s the very corrupt way that the world is today with all the crazy propaganda about who the good guys and bad guys are – and then there’s the history we’ve been given about how we got here. It’s all so bogus.
I would assume that the British Empire was the latest great empire – aside from the present day United States Corporation. The Brits came to Canada and tried to kill off all the natives who numbered in the millions in North America. Oh, what the Brits did was so evil – anti-life. They set up to colonize the world. Canada remains as part of the Commonwealth collection of countries they infiltrated.
I guess the US would also be considered an empire but their efforts to dominate came with trying to secretly take over other countries by controlling the money and their resources. US control has been more behind the scenes. Big monarchies joined to create a deep state of control who are joined with the behind the scenes players of the US. The world seems to be mostly run by the City of London, the Vatican and Washington, DC – all of which claim to be independent city states.
So when I was young, I was taught to take pride in being ‘civilized’. What does that mean!!? I suppose on the surface it had to do with ‘taming the beast within’. Acting in a civilized manner meant to keep your emotions in check, be respectful of others, especially authority figures and to act in a ‘responsible’ way. As a child that meant doing my fair share of chores and not making a mess. It also meant doing my homework and basically obeying the rules. As an adult it included working hard, not complaining and paying my taxes. By the time I retired, I was paying as much money in taxes per year as I felt lucky to have in a year as a starting professional after I got my Master’s degree. The wealth of the very wealthy has grown astronomically above the financial well-being of the average middle class person.
When I was a young adult, I learned that if I wanted to be wealthy I could be a doctor or own a big company. There was some sense of the investment-oriented class but that all seemed quite foreign to me and risky. I didn’t want to be a doctor. Servicing sick human bodies wasn’t appealing to me. I already had a sense then that to go into big business would likely involve a major challenge to my ethics, so that didn’t appeal to me either. I felt very lucky that I could have gone into fairly much whatever I wanted to because I was smart. Being an artist would have been a major challenge – not my strength.
I chose to go into the helping profession and it brought me a middle class salary and social connections with the professional community. I got married and had 3 kids. I bought a house. After 17 years of marriage I finally accepted that my husband didn’t love me and didn’t want the marriage – it took five years after that to get the courage to leave with the kids – ages 8, 11 and 13 at that time.
So I learned what it was like to live within the prescribed lifestyle that the matrix recommends. There was also a lot about who I am that went on privately as I watched how it all worked. There’s a lot that didn’t sit well with me.
My Spiritual Nature
Aside from being taught to comply to the expectations of the matrix, my parents taught me some other valuable things as well. My mom valued the land and the nature on it. She loved the birds, as do I. She spoke about how wrong it was for society to build its cities on the most valuable farmland in Canada – Southern Ontario. Both of my parents valued the common man rather than the elite. My dad taught me the importance of being my own person rather than being out to impress others. My mom taught me kindness and understanding.
I remember looking up into the night sky as a child and wishing for an end to all the suffering in the world. I guess I still do that today, come to think of it! I just know a whole lot more about the suffering that most people endure.
An Energetic Universe – I have learned that we are all part of an energy system that contains all that is. We are energy, with a ‘quantum entanglement’ with all other energy. We exist on many different levels and dimensions. Awareness of ‘life’ is truly amazing!
It’s interesting to think about what is experienced during an LSD trip and what true reality is. On LSD – which I believe is a poison, and the ‘trip’ is your mind and body’ process of healing from it – everything is energy and in motion. Mentally you can see great depth of meaning in everything that happens. The drive to use hallucinogens comes from how very interesting and exciting everything appears. I’ve also had the opportunity to listen to some tripping people when I was ‘straight’ and heard them talking about ideas they thought were very profound, that in fact were not. I haven’t used LSD since my late teens or early 20’s and am now in my 60’s. Do I believe it helped to expand my consciousness at the time? I don’t really know. I was in a time of great change in my life then, anyway.
So, yes, the world around us is all made of energetic atoms – and all is intricately connected. There is a lot of information out there about how thought can affect what happens. I believe if I send loving thoughts out to someone who is suffering – like recovering from surgery in the hospital – that that person actually feels it and is affected by it. I also think that if I send out hateful thoughts, intentionally or not, that this affects the other person as well. As a person, I work to welcome all loving energies out there and block all negative energies coming from others. I work to keep my thoughts on a more loving track – creating positivity and creative solutions for people rather than just judging who is good and bad and why. I believe the more people that do this, the whole world is affected in the outcome.
Historical Perspective on Present Times
Probably the biggest expression of duality in many eons came with the movement of many people to North America. Most immigrants were fleeing from the oppression of monarchies in Great Britain and Europe. They were searching for a land of freedom and opportunity. At the same time, we had powerful empires trying to ‘colonize’ or take control over the ‘New World’. Those seeking freedom were up against the powers that ‘were’. The empires did a mass extermination of native peoples who were already in great numbers in North America. The ‘controllers’ find people who want freedom and sovereignty to be a big threat to their power and control. Their history had shown them that when the masses fear war and disaster, they give up their power fairly easily to them, hoping they will provide protection and security. They very much wanted Canada and the US involved in the two world wars in order to keep this process going forward.
Religion – has played a big role also in evoking compliance of the masses to the rule of a few. Both empires and religious organizations tried to define life, its values and its rules. Both use fear tactics to control people. Both teach people to be humble and compliant – to be eager to try to please the controllers.
But within us, we are all connected to much higher/greater powers. We are moving away from relying on authority figures to define life and its rules for us. I often say that I am no less valuable than the most wealthy and powerful person on earth and no more valuable than the most poor, homeless and distraught person. Think about that. It can lead your thoughts into just negating the responsibility carried for the well-being of others. Everyone creates their own life circumstances so I’ll just go forward and look out for number one. Or – it can lead you into feeling completely responsible for the role you play in the ongoing reality of how this world is developing. There is an interplay between being responsible for yourself and working to create a fulfilling life for yourself rather than looking to others to ‘offer it to you’ (service to self) – and wanting to spread the most caring, loving energy into every interaction with the world around you, (service to others) being consciously a part of the energetic universe that is moving to a higher dimension of consciousness where all is one and thrives as one.
There are efforts all over the world right now to throw off the shackles of the few elite controllers that carry so much secret power. Most of the world wide protests and efforts are not broadcasted in ‘public news’. But we can all ‘feel it’ and we know change is in the air. A lot of the evil ways of the controllers are just unbelievably horrible and they count on it being ‘unbelievable’. People have a really hard time believing a satanic cult rules us all on a ‘slave planet’ but they are trying to cope with the outpouring of evidence about the international abuse and slavery of children.
I remember one time when I was visiting my parents and my dad and I were sitting at the diningroom table. He was reading the newspaper. He looked at me and said, ‘You know, there are all these women who are saying that they had sex with their fathers!’. His reaction was one of alarm (compassion) and disbelief (how could any man consider such a violation of his daughter??). I looked at him and said, ‘yes I know’. There was a lot of unspoken interaction between he and I in those moments. The reports also alarmed and shocked me when I began learning about incest. I was very grateful that it was also so foreign to my father and that he could never have ever considered violating me, his daughter, in that way.
As we all begin to learn more about the horrors of what the ‘controllers’ have been up to, we tend to feel the same way. They have spun a narrative over the centuries that redefined all that was occurring. We were much happier to think that people in charge had our best interests in mind and that they were honourable people. How far from the truth was that!
Deprogramming from that narrative is hard – it’s the ‘red pill’ that is spoken of so often these days. Of course the elite work hard to keep evidence of their activities hidden and laugh at us, calling us ‘conspiracy theorists’ – saying ‘Prove it’ and when we try to present the evidence they try to spin the information/evidence to make it seem different than it is. They try to appeal to that part of us that finds the truth ‘incredulous’ and our desire to regain our belief/faith in the values and motives of humanity. Do we relax and return to more comfortably living with the lies they tell us or do we continue with the red pill and dedicate ourselves to learning the truth?
Life is uncharted territory when you wake up from the illusion that they have pushed at us for many centuries. They worked hard to ensure that we are all dependent on their system of control. Our jobs – and lack thereof – are a form of slavery. How do we survive when we opt out of the matrix? In my understanding, this is soon about to change in very big ways. Watch and see!
Pat